School Shtuff

Soooooo, yesterday I got registered for my high school. Yes, I'm in eighth grade. Don't make fun of me. I'm an Honors English(yasssss), Bioligy, Algebra 1, Theology, Technology first semester PE the second, French 1, and the advanced choir(YASSSSSS). I just finished filling out the classes I want in this little booklet thing they gave us for sophomore, junior, and senior year. For our Freshman year we could only do two electives. Unfair. I'm sooooo excited to get out of my horrible school. I go to a Catholic school, but a lot of the people there are far from Catholic. I'm going to an all-girls Catholic high school, hence the Theology. All of the people I actually like at my school are going there. PLUS my bff who is home-schooled. I know you're reading this boo. MWAH<3! Anyway, I was so nervous for registration last night. Especially for my audition for the choir. But everyone at the school is so freaking nice! You would think since it's all-girls, but from what I've seen everyone is uber(I couldn't figure out how to put the two dots over it) nice! Oh, and the school is Mercy High School. UGH CAN'T WAIT! Especially for catered lunches...mmmm nom nom nom. At Mercy the freshman have senior "big sisters," and I'm so nervous! What if my big sister is like a total female dog!? If she doesn't know what Dr. Who is we will have some serious problems. I also said I was interested in cheer leading and dance team O_O". I can't even do my friggin toe-touches for the life of me!! So, I think that's good to end on. Byyeeee.
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Serious Stuff

And so it begins! I haven't updated in a few days, but whatever. I'm here to talk about a more serious subject. I just finished a book called Thirteen Reasons Why (you should read it) and it's about this girl who kills herself and she gives thirteen reasons why, hence the title. It really got me thinking about my own experiences with depression. I still go through all of this today, but it's to the point where I'm not even sad. I'm just angry and agitated all the time. Sure I've spent some of my nights crying, but mostly I'm just frustrated. Like, why!? Why is all of this bullshit brought upon me, and then I get angry and stuff gets broken. I'll just get into a mood where I'm really just contemplating the necessity of living. Why is this horrible thing called "life" wasting my time? Then I furiously write in a diary, that I will probably never show to kids because I don't want them to see how messed up Mommy is. All of these thought just sit in my head and I'm jumping to each of them like a bee jumping from flower to flower. It gets all mixed up and then I just explode. I will scream into pillows, throw pillows, throw other objects, punch walls, anything to get my frustration out. My parents say it's "juvenile" but at least I'm not hurting anyone, right? So, then it all leads back to this magical saying I heard, "Everything is good in the end. And if it's not good, then it's not the end." Sooo that's about as far as I'll go with this topic. I'll try to update more, but yeah. And if you're ever thinking about suicide or self-harm, remember that saying. Byyyye!
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YouTuber of the month: February...Tyler Oakley

Hey guys! So, I'm going to be starting something new. Every month, I'm going to be writing a review for a YouTuber. This month, February, I'm doing Tyler Oakley! Oh, and BTW. The time is off from when I post these it's like 7:30 p.m. Anyway, Tyler Oakley is a YouTuber in L.A. and as of a source I checked, he is the 89 on the top 100 most subscribed channels with almost 4 million subscribers! That is him in the corner. -->
He says in a video with Jacksgap, "I make videos for girls and gays," as he is gay, and he's been openly gay since he was in high school. Tyler makes vlogs about his life, collaboration videos with other YouTubers, and a lot more. His first video, Raindrops, was released in October of 2007. According to his draw my life, it was a video of him showing his friends around his dorm at Michigan State. It is now private. Tyler is quirky, fun, sassy, all of the qualities you would expect from someone as fabulous as him. His trade-mark laugh, I think it's pretty damn trade-marked, positive attitude, and his cheeky commentary make for an entertaining channel, much deserved of all his subscribers. I'd strongly suggest checking out this phenomenal boy.
If you have any suggestions for next month's, leave them in the comments and I'll do an honest review of my opinions on them. (Please don't send me death threats if I bash your favorite YouTuber)
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Life Update #1

Are footie pajamas not life? Because they are to me. It makes me feel like a little kid on Christmas like, "OMG! I GOTTA OPEN MEH PRESENTS!!! ASDFJHKL!" 'Cause that's how all kids act on Christmas morning, right? I'm wearing that pair at this exact moment! Probably not when you're reading this, but when I'm writing this. So, anyway, I went back to school today after a 5 day break and I have gym as my first class. Are you kidding me? And we started this stupid like presidential challenge. Today we had to do a sit and reach test (Google it) and I got 37 inches!! I made it to national though, not presidential. And for those who don't know, presidential is better. I WAS 1 INCH AWAY FROM GETTING PRESIDENTIAL, THOUGH LIKE SERIOUSLY! Aaargh! Life? Why you do this? We have to do a freaking mile run, and I almost fainted last year! We have to run around our gym, like, 36 times, I think. I literally almost fainted. My ears were ringing and I was dizzy and yeah. NO THANK YOU EXERCISE. I'd rather just sit around all day blogging, puh-lease. I'm so freaking bored, you have no idea. So, I decided to update! This is how it's going to be. For the first few weeks or so, I'm going to update, like, everyday. Then as it keeps going, it's going to be like spotting an albino on the streets, you'll be like, "Oh my God! She updated!?!?" Enjoy my obsessive ADHD personality everyone :). But I have nothing to talk aboooout. I'll just keep letting the thoughts flow. OH! So, it's February and it is 55 degrees out at 6 o'clock! It'd usually be like -10. I hate my city's weather. I won't tell you where I live, I'll just say I live where Jack & Jack live. That's right I have about a 2 in 420,000 chance of meeting them. This girl I know did, she met the blonde one at Pacsun. And this other girl goes to school with him. I don't really ever watch them. I used to love Nash Grier, but after his "What Guys Look for in a Girl" video, I lost a lot of respect for him. Just know, guys and gals, you don't need to change yoself for anybody. So, I think that's a good note to end on. See you guys sooooon!
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TMI TAG

Hey everyone! Welcome to my new blog! So, I decided..what better way to start this thing out with you knowing way too much about me! I'm going to be doing the "TMI Tag" you'd usually see on YouTube. I've added questions, changed them, taken some out. SO LET'S GET STARTED!

1. First name?
      Mae
2. Ever been in love?
      I don't knowwww
3. Ever had a terrible breakup?
       Yes
4. How tall are you?
       5'5 I think
5. How much do you weigh?
       122 lbs.
6. OTP?
       Mavid (Mae and David Tennant <3)
7. Favorite show?
       Dr. Who, My Little Pony, or Pokemon
8. Something you miss?
      This summer camp I go to 'cause I'm that kind of person
9. Favorite song?
      A Thousand Miles or If Eyes Could Speak
10. Zodiac sign?
      Gemini
11. Favorite quote
      "The heart is the only muscle in the body that can be broken by a harsh word and repaired by a gentle touch."
12. Favorite actor? 
       David Tennant ♥_♥
13. Favorite color?
       Purple
14. How long does it take you to get ready?
       10-20 minutes (I don't like to put on makeup)
15. The reason I joined blogspot?
       I got inspired by Kalel, or the blog Frilly and Fancy (you should go check her out)
16. Meaning behind your blog's name?
       I'll never really focus on one topic, it'll just be random
17. Favorite pick-up/hook-up line?
       Hey, are you a roller coaster? 'Cause you look like something I want to ride.
18. Have you ever used it?
       No >.<
19. What instruments do you play?
       I play the throat
20. Who should do this tag next?
       KALEL! GO TO HER BLOG: www.frillyandfancy.blogspot.com AND TELL HER TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS! TWEET HER AND COMMENT ON HER INSTAGRAM PICTURES AND EVERYTHING! GOOOOOO!

Alright, well those are some of the questions! Gimme feedback and tell me what you want to see! I have a poll on my page and you should go answer that, and if you want to see something else comment and tell me what. BYYYEEE
         xoxo♥